there's a haunting happening
in the dark dusks of my heart,
a husk of a beating,
a bleating, fleeting attempt to convince myself
everything is fine and right with a love
with a lover
who can't look me in the eye
and tell me I'm what they want.
I'm hurting hatred waiting to flame,
stuck in an hourglass with no flip
and no sand left to sift through--
this is a broken climax,
stranger darling,
and if I'm not the crescendo to your chorus
man up and move along
so I can
because
I touch myself in the night
and whisper sweet nothings to your back as you sleep
but I'm beginning to think
I'm begging for company from the wrong man
because
you're not re
Weebles wobble but they don't fall down by RavenMacabre, journal
Weebles wobble but they don't fall down
What's that? Mood icon happy? Where'd that come from, hmm. I wonder. cough briana cough booty cough cough.
Moving on.
I miss shooting and doing work but till my website project is done and I can sit back and just work on updates and content. A slave to the drive I will be. I look forward to shooting and drawing ALOT more when it's done.
As for other news in no particular order.
House being put of for auction
Gotta move.
Gotta pack.
Gotta finish NightTimeGirls
Harddrive still dead and lost :(
My sister's pregnant
My cousins pregnant
Life sucks
Life's good
Briana is weird but so fucking yummy.
I like my new computer.
I need an un
I don't talk about my life publicly, sure I'll bitch, sure I'll moan. Sure I'll cover any number of things in my past, but the present day stuff? I keep that to me, well this is special, she is special, and tho things change, they always stay the same. So stay beautiful baby, I'd cut your head off and eat it if you needed me to. Mwrah Mwrah.
Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonigh
Bedtime Stories : The Tree That Was Seen by kareeanne, literature
Literature
Bedtime Stories : The Tree That Was Seen
*The Tree That Was Seen*
Once upon a time, on a planet far away, there lived a little tree. But this was no ordinary tree, no, this little tree could speak. She could speak to the Sun, oh what bright conversations they would have! Every morning he would greet her with a loud, boisterous HELLO!!! and then the two would talk for hours.
They talked about the brightness of his light, his magnificent rays, the perfect symmetrical shape of his body, and how healthy he made her leaves. But before long, the Sun would go to sleep, and a smaller, dimmer, shy little moon would appear in the sky.
He watched over the tree every night, but had never, no
Morning blows cold across this
"too big for just one person" abyss,
the space you used to occupy empty
save the weight of wakeful silences
and the heft of harsh words.
With a sigh, I tie down the memories
and try to save face,
staving this starving sadness--
a trial and error attempt
at scraping you from the lining of my veins.
I remind myself this is best for us both
and try to paint over the places
your bitterness has bitten.
One day soon, I will stretch myself out
and move on without all the ache.
Today, my heart is swimming in salt water
and the glass shards of all our years.
there's a fine line between
'I know you're hurting' forgiveness
and 'that bitter's too much to choke down'--
and I've been toeing it for weeks,
umbrella held aloft,
ballet flats like petals on the wire,
just wishing for everything to
stop
and let me float a minute.
there's a fine thread between
'I understand and have let it go'
and 'I just can't move past it this time'--
and you're getting awfully close
to pushing me over the edge,
fingertips splayed and knuckles bunched
against th
there is a savior's handbag in my fridge by IntelligentZombie, literature
Literature
there is a savior's handbag in my fridge
You linger on the Mediterranean,
chasing the sun,
waiting for the next target
dance backwards, darling
down the path to our promised dreams
we learned the religion of lovers leaving
butterfly love, sailor[s], salt-
the full-time dreamer
is alone in the dark.
so this is the path to paradise?
dreaming underwater,
when the moon shines?
you bend like the wave,
reaching [for] a darker side of love
(breathing the dark)
I won't let you go back
to the nightmare king
distant fires are
the colors of god's magic
waves of melodious color
are breaching the wall
on the last day of our acquaintance.
(i can make you love me)
A Tribute to Robin Williams by techgnotic, journal
A Tribute to Robin Williams
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A Tribute to Robin Williams
By techgnotic (https://www.deviantart.com/techgnotic)
Robin Williams Tributeby EmilyStepp (https://www.deviantart.com/emilystepp)
Notable Films
The World According to Garp 1982
Moscow on the Hudson 1984
Good Morning, Vietnam 1987
Dead Poets Society 1989
The Fisher King 1991
Mrs. Doubtfire 1993
Good Will Hunting 1997
Editor’s Note: by techgnotic (https://www.deviantart.com/techgnotic)
Why did we delay for more than a week the publishing of this remembrance? Because to properly reflect the impact of this loss on the millions of Robin Williams fans worldwide, we wanted to be sure to capture a true sense of the torrent of love for Robin pouring in from the community in the form